When I was 19

 

 

When I was 19 I went to work and I didn't earn much and I wanted more money because I lived alone paying rent and at that job I met a friend who was gay and he taught me all that what grindr was and he showed me fucking videos and I told him if it didn't bother him or something like that and he said no because he liked it and one day I went to his house and we drank I had never drunk and I got really drunk and he made a pass at me and I told him yes but with protection and I liked it I was the passive one and then I told him my situation and he told me that I had friends who would pay me for sex* that I was encouraged and I said no but I really needed the money so I was encouraged and the truth is at first I didn't like it because it was with a mature man and I liked them my age but he paid me well and I didn't have to stay overtime at work so I continued doing it until one day I got a chance to meet a man who was almost 50 years old and was gifted, he was half 21 cm tall and Since I didn't have much experience, it hurt me but I liked it. Also, he stayed there with me watching because I told him I was scared hahaha. He also liked it, he masturbated while he watched us, but from then on I didn't continue with it because the man was very excited and forced his way in even though he was lubricated. I was nervous 🤣 and when he finished we went to eat and when I went to the bathroom I realized that my anus hurt a lot and when I touched it it was swollen and red and I It hurt for a week I couldn't sit down and the truth is at that moment it made me uncomfortable but now I want to repeat it again I don't need money anymore because I have a financially stable job but maybe I will do it just for pleasure hahaha I also think about it a lot before doing it because as I was new to it and I didn't know much about it they tried to go too far, they wanted to take off the condom or they wanted to end up in my mouth and it was only with protection and an*l and they got upset when I told them no that's also why my friend accompanied me haha ​​because I'm very submissive and it seems that my opinion does not count haha